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Tuesday, May 10th, 2005
11:22 pm - you had me at HELLO.

 

 

touch my skin, and tell me what your thinking?Collapse )

current mood: okay

(10 Fantasies | DARE to imagine <3 )

Sunday, May 8th, 2005
5:09 pm - i miss that black hat.
a Butterfly flew in front of my face today,
and it reminded me of you.

current mood: peaceful

(DARE to imagine <3 )

Saturday, May 7th, 2005
12:57 am - strange how things turn out.
I highly recommend watching the movie
"CRASH".
It's out right now.

current mood: full

(5 Fantasies | DARE to imagine <3 )

Sunday, April 24th, 2005
10:42 am - nothing but this purple sky.
I sit at my broken window
but this purpled sky blossoms still
beautiful.
And you won't say anything
forcing me to meet your stare.
your look to the left
meets my look to the right
staring hurts my eyes
and the cries from within
sleep through these lids.
I cannot hide this.
Impostrous
cheap longing
wishful thinking
stimulated thoughs.
Distraught.
Discomfort fills my soul.
It rains.
It pours
through my window water drips.
In a room without sound
In a crowd
full of people around
our eyes collide.
The room shakes
everyone,
blacked out
only you and i
this glance,
don't let it pass us by.
I stare out my window
and there is no one
around.

current mood: tired

(7 Fantasies | DARE to imagine <3 )

1:57 am - life has A funny way....
silence wakens my fear,
this kiss could be our last
never have i felt so weak
from the look in your eye,
10:28
nothing around me matters
except you.
the way you look into my eyes
felt deeper
and my selfish insides
scream,
and long for this moment to last.
run away into the night
dont look away.

current mood: crazy

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Friday, April 22nd, 2005
8:20 pm - I'm happy for you.
[ Cause the joke that you laid on the bed that was me
And I'm not gonna fade
As soon as you close your eyes and you know it
And every time I scratch my nails down someone else's back
I hope you feel it...
well can you feel it? ]

current mood: contemplative

(DARE to imagine <3 )

Saturday, April 16th, 2005
9:08 pm - just stop.
"think im going for a walk now
i feel a little unsteady
don't want nobody to follow me
'cept maybe you
i could make you happy, y'know
if you weren't already
i could do a lot of things
and i do

tell you the truth i prefer
the worst of you
too bad you had to have a better half
she's not really my type
but i think you two are forever
and i hate to say it
but you're perfect together

so fuck you
and your untouchable face
and fuck you
for existing in the first place
who am i
that i should be vying for your touch
who am i
bet you can't even tell me that much

two-thirty in the morning
and my gas tank will be empty soon
neon sign in the horizon
rubbing elbows with the moon
a safe haven of sleepless
where the deep fryer's always on
and the radio is counting down
the top twenty country songs
and out on the porch the fly strip
is waving like a flag in the wind
y'know, i don't look forward
to seeing you again
you'll look like a photograph of yourself
taken from far far away
and i won't know what to do
and i won't know what to say

except fuck you
and your untouchable face
and fuck you
for existing in the first place
who am i
that i should be vying for your touch
who am i
bet you can't even tell me that much

i see you and im so perplexed
what was i thinking
what will i think of next
where can i hide
in the back room there's a lamp
that hangs over the pool table
and when the fan is on it swings
gently side to side
there's a changing constellation
of balls as we are playing
i see orion and say nothing
the only thing i can think of saying

is fuck you
and your untouchable face
and fuck you
for existing in the first place
who am i
that i should be vying for your touch
who am i
bet you can't even tell me that much"

current mood: excited

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3:25 pm - counter clockwise spin cycles
And i'm tangled up in you
you're lips,
stop.
i'm screaming
and you're scared
remain still,
the night is aging
only you and i,
attached to the moon
as if long eccentric earrings
attached
and you're holding on with one hand,
and i hang with
you
whisper softly.
wait,
there's no one around
only you and i
escape the galaxies,
stars so bright
i've lost sight
and you are
gone.
i'm unsteady.

current mood: creative

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Friday, April 15th, 2005
10:57 am - She has trouble acting normal when she's nervous
"Step out the front door like a ghost
into the fog where no one notices
the contrast of white on white.

And in between the moon and you
the angels get a better view
of the crumbling difference between wrong and right.

I walk in the air between the rain,
through myself and back again.
Where? I don't know"

current mood: thoughtful

(2 Fantasies | DARE to imagine <3 )

Thursday, April 14th, 2005
1:58 pm - things you said that day
pretty boy
you're on my mind.
my world
collapsed
right on time
12:39.
can't you see
this pain stranger
and love,
i am yours
this fire is flaming
and you are touching this
moment is clear,
and you're not
here.

current mood: crazy

(4 Fantasies | DARE to imagine <3 )

Wednesday, April 13th, 2005
9:53 pm - We're all burning under the same sun
i lay under my tree
crawl out of your webs spider
man,
don't get me wrong,
i've just escaped your mess.
emotionless carousel
crawling
in a white dust
sparkle king
spread these wings
dry.

current mood: thoughtful

(2 Fantasies | DARE to imagine <3 )

Tuesday, April 5th, 2005
10:13 pm - We're onto something
I must be dreaming.

current mood: creative

(2 Fantasies | DARE to imagine <3 )

Saturday, March 19th, 2005
7:02 pm - purple
"It is in our idleness, in our dreams, that the submerged truth sometimes comes to the top."
-Virginia Woolf

current mood: calm

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Friday, March 18th, 2005
11:31 pm - These precious things
it feels like time is quickly passing us by.
Everyday feels like we are getting older, and time is not waiting. the clock is ticking. the hours are slowly fading away.
I feel like im wasting my time when i am not doing anything, and that makes me feel like im old.
and i dont want it to go.
this week has been nothing but an EVERLASTING adventure. nothing feels real. it's so beautiful, i am so peaceful.
and i like it.

current mood: happy

(4 Fantasies | DARE to imagine <3 )

Monday, March 14th, 2005
11:16 pm - coffee black and egg white

this weekend was amazing.
i would not want it an any other way.
it went by so fast, when you are having fun it seems like
time does not exist.
i just wanted to be there forever.
and the thing is,
it is now just a memory.
the boat was an incredible experience,
i felt like the sky was slowly stretching
everytime i would look away it felt like we were in the same spot but
we were actually moving.
the water was so beautiful and so cold
the sun was so piercing yet the wind made it so nice.
juan had planned for all of us to go see this band on saturday night,
but turns out it was in boomers,
in tampa :(
BUT sunday made up for that.we got to see the juliana theory :)

you're in a trance

you're in a trance



current mood: peaceful

(5 Fantasies | DARE to imagine <3 )

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